It was in the month of Februray.Pune had the most chilly weather that very night.My few friends and I decided to go to Mulshi dam.We really were so enthusiastic on the whole idea that we never thought twice.Two girls and two guys............on a bike and a scooty............little did we think what that night had in store for us.we started at 6 in the evening for Mulshi.Though we had plans of seeing the sunset............but the whole lethargy business did not pull us out of the house early.We started ............there were lots of thrill,excitement............an expectation of a great journey.The two guys were on the bike and I and my friend were on the scooty driven by her.Driving down the road of Mulsi was great............we stopped at intervals to Hog over some food and the same time to streach our bodies.Soon the headlights had to be put on............it was already dark.The speeding bikes had to be slowed down.Soon a jerk and our scooty stopped.We girls had told the guys to be near us while driving but looking around we saw no one.The roads were completely deserted.we really were scared.....................a few minutes later we realised that we were close to the dam and it would be a safe idea to walk down ,but soon enough these guys appeared .............They simply got a tharshing from us for not being around.The scooty had some problem which was soon looked into by the guys and in a minutes time both the scooty and the bike made its way through the undulating roads towards the dam.we reached Mulsi at around 8.30...........It was absolute dark...............nothing could be seen.........it was for the first time i realised the silence of nature.Not a sound could be heard.We four stood there for a few minutes............no one spoke.............we really did not know what to say.On our one hand were the silent waters of Mulsi dam dam on the other was the forests beckoning us inside.The atmosphere was spooky.........we all felt a little uneasy and decided to make a start to come back home.........It was then it happned...........We say something so unbelievable.It was a cannibal.We could not believe our eyes..........But soon we realised that we all had got it right...........We were dumbstruk for a few seconds.....and the we drove back with a speed unimagined of...........None of us could speak............The wind had frozen or hand and mouth............We reached pune at 2.30...........coming home we all heaved a sigh of relief............
The thought of this day still makes my blood cold...........
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The unspoken words ……..of life.
There are very few people in life with whom we can share our heart out. This person is the one who can understand us. Well the word ‘understand’ is a small word…..I really don’t know what word should fit the context appropriately. I am sure a person like this has been there in each ones life... A person who was there with you through thick and thin. The one who knows you better than you know yourself, the one who wiped away all your confused moments ,all your fears and sorrows of life.
Its really an altogether different and a special feeling to come across ‘that someone’ who knows your every move, who knew how to make you happy…..and knew exactly when you were sad……this ‘messiah’ had an answer to every problem in your life. One who knew what you meant, when you said something……..and the message you tried to convey through your eyes .One who could understand your unspoken words……..
But what happens when this figure goes away from our life or may be at times our own deeds push them away from us, whom do we hold on to? Questions come to our mind as to, “what am I supposed to do now?” “where do I go?”
And then a series of question starts attacking…What do we do then? Do you have an answer to it……… well! neither do I, but I guess we cry our heart out ………Cry for the great and irreparable loss. A loss which we never thought would cost us so much. A loss which can never be compensated. But do you know that this loss makes us realize how important the person was in our life. It is then that we realize the person’s worth in our life…but the saddest part of the episode is that by the time we realize it, its too late. This is just an example of how life keeps teaching us small lessons ,which somehow we tend to loose as we move on with life……..So people go slow…..or else you might loose something for which you might repent all your life.
Its really an altogether different and a special feeling to come across ‘that someone’ who knows your every move, who knew how to make you happy…..and knew exactly when you were sad……this ‘messiah’ had an answer to every problem in your life. One who knew what you meant, when you said something……..and the message you tried to convey through your eyes .One who could understand your unspoken words……..
But what happens when this figure goes away from our life or may be at times our own deeds push them away from us, whom do we hold on to? Questions come to our mind as to, “what am I supposed to do now?” “where do I go?”
And then a series of question starts attacking…What do we do then? Do you have an answer to it……… well! neither do I, but I guess we cry our heart out ………Cry for the great and irreparable loss. A loss which we never thought would cost us so much. A loss which can never be compensated. But do you know that this loss makes us realize how important the person was in our life. It is then that we realize the person’s worth in our life…but the saddest part of the episode is that by the time we realize it, its too late. This is just an example of how life keeps teaching us small lessons ,which somehow we tend to loose as we move on with life……..So people go slow…..or else you might loose something for which you might repent all your life.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Bhalobasha Theke Jaye…….
Aami jodi aami thaktam aajo
Tobe ki phiriye nite mukh?
Ashole shomoy bodle daye shobkichuie
Moner moddhe jagiye tole oshukh
Kintu jodi tamon thaka jeto
Thik jamonti chilam aage
Tobe ki oshubidhe hoto?
Aamake thik nite tumi chine,
Bujhte parte onek kaler aankhi
Bodle jayini ontore ektuo
Majhe majhe, ektu shomoy kore
Take tumi chine nite cheyo……….
Shomoy jodi aashe shomoy moton,
Aajo shobi thake ager moton!
Ektu shudhu dukkho bhule giye
Moner moddhe anondo ke niye
Shobkichu bodle jodi jaye!
Bhalobasha thiki theke jaye……..
Tobe ki phiriye nite mukh?
Ashole shomoy bodle daye shobkichuie
Moner moddhe jagiye tole oshukh
Kintu jodi tamon thaka jeto
Thik jamonti chilam aage
Tobe ki oshubidhe hoto?
Aamake thik nite tumi chine,
Bujhte parte onek kaler aankhi
Bodle jayini ontore ektuo
Majhe majhe, ektu shomoy kore
Take tumi chine nite cheyo……….
Shomoy jodi aashe shomoy moton,
Aajo shobi thake ager moton!
Ektu shudhu dukkho bhule giye
Moner moddhe anondo ke niye
Shobkichu bodle jodi jaye!
Bhalobasha thiki theke jaye……..
Shukher Oshukh
Aamar aakash taraye bhore gelo,
Jedin holo tomar shathe aalap.
Moner moyur tokhon neche chilo
Mele diye taar rong-baharir pekhom.
Batash bhore diyechilo hiron
Noyon phuler gondho boye tonee(shorire)
Shobar cheye shukhi aami…….
Shedin shei kotha mene chilam mone.
Aajo aakash taraye bhora….
Aajo batash shoman gondho-bahi
Tobu mone moyuri keno jano aaj
Tamon kore nachte nirutshahi!
Aaj ki tobe aar shukhi noy aami?
Shobai shukhi nijer mone mone
Aamar ‘shukhi’ monee jeno kothay oshukh
Lukiye aache kono ojana ek kone….
Jedin holo tomar shathe aalap.
Moner moyur tokhon neche chilo
Mele diye taar rong-baharir pekhom.
Batash bhore diyechilo hiron
Noyon phuler gondho boye tonee(shorire)
Shobar cheye shukhi aami…….
Shedin shei kotha mene chilam mone.
Aajo aakash taraye bhora….
Aajo batash shoman gondho-bahi
Tobu mone moyuri keno jano aaj
Tamon kore nachte nirutshahi!
Aaj ki tobe aar shukhi noy aami?
Shobai shukhi nijer mone mone
Aamar ‘shukhi’ monee jeno kothay oshukh
Lukiye aache kono ojana ek kone….
COMPROMISE………………………the other name for life
This word really does not exist in most of our dictionary these days. The words sacrifice and compromise seems to have vanished somewhere……….Its “gone with the time” Have we ever thought that the whole world exists on these two words. Two nations make compromises over treaties for the peaceful co existence of the nations. People all over the world make compromises……..a compromise which lets the nations survive, which lets the people live in peace.
All of us have been compromising throughout our lives, consciously or unconsciously .However most of you reading this might not agree to what I say. but think deep, you will get the answer for yourself. Lets get back to the journey of compromises and sacrifices………and see how have we all been doing it………………
The first and the most important compromise of our life. The compromise of being born as someone or something not wanting to be…….then the compromise of not being able to select our sex…….the compromise of not being able to select our parents…..the compromise of not being able to select the family we are born into……..sounds absurd RIGHT!!!!!!!!well but all of it is true……..and then the journey of sacrifices begin…………..
Sacrifices that we all have been making unknowingly………willingly or unwillingly……Sacrificing our childhood to the schools from where we learn to behave oops!!!!!!! rather we learn the ‘etiquettes’ of the so called ‘civilized’
society…
sacrificing our youth to our friends who form the most important part of each ones life……..and then compromising on each step of our relationship to make it a success……..and the story continues……..
We all sacrifice as daughters and sons, sacrifice as wives and husbands, sacrifice as parents, grandparents……But trust me these small compromises that we make, makes us into what we actually are….so ever before you say you have never compromised and intend to do so ever in life………think before you say……..These little “compromises” in life gives us the greatest returns……..So if this 10letter word has so much power, then why experience it once …….trust me it will help you in making the journey of life a beautiful experience……
All of us have been compromising throughout our lives, consciously or unconsciously .However most of you reading this might not agree to what I say. but think deep, you will get the answer for yourself. Lets get back to the journey of compromises and sacrifices………and see how have we all been doing it………………
The first and the most important compromise of our life. The compromise of being born as someone or something not wanting to be…….then the compromise of not being able to select our sex…….the compromise of not being able to select our parents…..the compromise of not being able to select the family we are born into……..sounds absurd RIGHT!!!!!!!!well but all of it is true……..and then the journey of sacrifices begin…………..
Sacrifices that we all have been making unknowingly………willingly or unwillingly……Sacrificing our childhood to the schools from where we learn to behave oops!!!!!!! rather we learn the ‘etiquettes’ of the so called ‘civilized’
society…
sacrificing our youth to our friends who form the most important part of each ones life……..and then compromising on each step of our relationship to make it a success……..and the story continues……..
We all sacrifice as daughters and sons, sacrifice as wives and husbands, sacrifice as parents, grandparents……But trust me these small compromises that we make, makes us into what we actually are….so ever before you say you have never compromised and intend to do so ever in life………think before you say……..These little “compromises” in life gives us the greatest returns……..So if this 10letter word has so much power, then why experience it once …….trust me it will help you in making the journey of life a beautiful experience……
Monday, June 11, 2007
WHIRLS OF LIFE
It’s a story of a girl ,a girl who never thought that her life is going to take a turn after the day of her visit to the beaches of Divyagarh.Divyagarh is a beach about five hours from Pune,a virgin beach that’s what people call it. The girl had gone to the beach with her friends……….the whirls of the sea washed away all her griefs.Hardly did she know then that a lot more of it waited for her after this day .She was there in the water ,laughing her heart out with her closest of pals…….the water engulfed all her sorrows an took them away with it. The day kept moving……..promising a great evening. But the sunset brought in the dawn in her life. She met that someone special on the beaches. Hardly did they know each other, yet there was something that she felt…..that something so undescribable.That something which pulled her towards him……..a mysterious pull….a pull towards making a new discovery. They talk for hours together and exchange their email id’s. Time seemed to be flying, She wanted this hour to last…….. Soon it was time for her to leave with her friends.
But something kept her pulling back………….she did not know what was it!
Soon began a new chapter in the girl’s life. The guy she met in the beaches calls her up. They both become friends………a process of discovery begins, a level of sharing develops. A sense of attachment……….rather a sense of having that someone special ………He starts calling her every day. She waited for his calls, a buzz that would light up the darkness of her life. They soon fall into the habit of ‘not doing without each other’. Over the time she discovers that the guy had become indispensable in her life…….she started falling for him without realizing that this fall will never let her rise again……
She discovered she had started loving him. One day she told him that she loved him. She got the most unexpected response from a person she had been knowing ………He told her “but.!!!!!!!! I never saw you that way…….I guess we are very good friends” The words came across her like the tempestuous waves sweeping away all her smiles at a go. The person whom she had been knowing for so long became a stranger to her…… in that very moment…….words exchanged, times spent together seemed so meaningless. She lost it…….
Lost it for the second time……There are very few people who after loosing their first love, fall in love for the second time……and when these people loose it for the second time….they loose it all.
Today she tries to hold on ‘the beautiful feelings of togetherness’……...but they slip away from her life ,as those sand particles trying to make way through the crevices of the palm…
But something kept her pulling back………….she did not know what was it!
Soon began a new chapter in the girl’s life. The guy she met in the beaches calls her up. They both become friends………a process of discovery begins, a level of sharing develops. A sense of attachment……….rather a sense of having that someone special ………He starts calling her every day. She waited for his calls, a buzz that would light up the darkness of her life. They soon fall into the habit of ‘not doing without each other’. Over the time she discovers that the guy had become indispensable in her life…….she started falling for him without realizing that this fall will never let her rise again……
She discovered she had started loving him. One day she told him that she loved him. She got the most unexpected response from a person she had been knowing ………He told her “but.!!!!!!!! I never saw you that way…….I guess we are very good friends” The words came across her like the tempestuous waves sweeping away all her smiles at a go. The person whom she had been knowing for so long became a stranger to her…… in that very moment…….words exchanged, times spent together seemed so meaningless. She lost it…….
Lost it for the second time……There are very few people who after loosing their first love, fall in love for the second time……and when these people loose it for the second time….they loose it all.
Today she tries to hold on ‘the beautiful feelings of togetherness’……...but they slip away from her life ,as those sand particles trying to make way through the crevices of the palm…
Monday, April 23, 2007
a race...win it or loose it
Have anyone of u thought.........where are we heading towards......where is life taking us??????very often questions come to my mind.......who am I?????for whome am i living ?????is this what i wanted frm life..........well if i try to answer it then the answere is NO n i am sure many think the same way i think........i feel we all are in a 'RACE'.....where we are just trying to prove ourselves better than our peers,friends..........n a lot othr people whome we dnt even know..........but hav you thought why!!!!!!!!!why do we hav to run in a race in which we dont wana run.....or rather y are we forced to run in a race which gives no meaning to life.....i wana live in a world of peace........a world where there is no race...or to put it in a better way where you dont hav to win n infact even if you loose you are happy.........CANT we live it that way...........
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
